Do I Really Have to Leave?

College Undergrad who yearned for breaks to be over so she could get back to learning, staying busy, not having to deal with the drama that comes with living at home with family – that used to be me.

Then something changed. This winter break, the last on my undergraduate career, has been the best yet.

As I woke up this morning, I found myself trying to clasp onto the last bits of what seems like a dream. It's like I know what I want the rest of my life to look like because I lived it in these last four weeks but I won't be able to live it again for another six months, and even that is questionable because I don't know where I'll be in another six months – I just know that's when I will be crossing the stage and becoming a "real adult."

With that being said, I really don't want to leave. *turns on "I Gotta Go" by Trey Songz*

I just hope these last months living in Davis will be as fabulous as these four weeks living in Los Angeles. We shall see!