after i made all those blog post earlier, i realized that i was trying to distract myself from the reality of my current situation. this is how i was feeling. like life was just crashing down on me.
but i kept thinking about it, and i'm realizing that a lot of people have it worse off than me. i may have bills to pay. but God will keep me as long as I keep His will for my life. also, sometimes we have to go through stuff in order to become stronger. i will survive!!!